Thursday, August 24, 2006
11:00 PM
Once again the heart comes regurgitating any emotional indigestion over this page, spurting out anything which surpasses the confines of an already tardy heart, and as the concave of its collapsing walls gets more pronounced, and with each pulse weaker than the one before, i start to doubt its durability against this test of patience and dejections..
Just to make a clarification, my english is by no means profound, no it is not an insult to others, but really, alot of time has been consumed in order for a post of this calibre to crystallise..
Ok, so my composition got a second 24, im not gloating, neither am i trampling you guys down, but i confess of my exhilration! And to HanSheng and Jeff, i dont pen in metaphors! i just have a prefrence to paint my content a colour of uncanniness which maybe requires a few more minutes of analysis to decode..
Polo was fun! i seriously desire to improve, and there's a pool of knowledge yet to be grasped, for that, i'll brave physical restrictions, regardless of how menancingly the odds tower above or how insurmountable the currents of social opinions may be..
As i trundled down that desolate road, alone, shrouded with the bleakness and mundane of everyday life, i pondered over that vacuum beside me, over what it would be like if it was filled and what if it was not..
God had gave me permission to relish in your naivety, your head-strong, and the fraility peeping behind it, your innocuous sarcasm dashed with occasional gentleness..He has never insturcted to abstain, but unknowingly i've been led by Him into this revelation,this understanding,
of the occurance of various tragedies in my life, and enlightened me in my game of "catching" with those stars..
Thanks, for all those answered prayers, and for guiding me through the gullitone of my beheading..Love You
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`