Thursday, August 24, 2006
11:00 PM
Just to make a clarification, my english is by no means profound, no it is not an insult to others, but really, alot of time has been consumed in order for a post of this calibre to crystallise..
Ok, so my composition got a second 24, im not gloating, neither am i trampling you guys down, but i confess of my exhilration! And to HanSheng and Jeff, i dont pen in metaphors! i just have a prefrence to paint my content a colour of uncanniness which maybe requires a few more minutes of analysis to decode..
Polo was fun! i seriously desire to improve, and there's a pool of knowledge yet to be grasped, for that, i'll brave physical restrictions, regardless of how menancingly the odds tower above or how insurmountable the currents of social opinions may be..
As i trundled down that desolate road, alone, shrouded with the bleakness and mundane of everyday life, i pondered over that vacuum beside me, over what it would be like if it was filled and what if it was not..
God had gave me permission to relish in your naivety, your head-strong, and the fraility peeping behind it, your innocuous sarcasm dashed with occasional gentleness..He has never insturcted to abstain, but unknowingly i've been led by Him into this revelation,this understanding,
of the occurance of various tragedies in my life, and enlightened me in my game of "catching" with those stars..
Thanks, for all those answered prayers, and for guiding me through the gullitone of my beheading..Love You
The continual tides of Additional Maths questions being lashed unto these banks of our already crumbling minds, merciless in its erosion of brain cells.. Its a literal "brainwash", a siphoning of self initaited thoughts, a dilution of personal opinion, and by whatever name it goes, there is the same incapability to rebuke any temptation.. the fear of failure, and the alluring scent of a nifty grade only catalyses this conversion..
the imminent future holds so much uncertainty, and it's challenging to embark on any decision knowing that pifalls brimmed with vermins await to silence you..perilous it may be, but i guess i have a penchant for these uphill climbs.. keeping your hopes up in deoxgenated altitudes aren't too good, but i will keep my faith, for even though an avalanche might send me cascading down, im sure the view at the summit is a much more picturesque sight, a sumptous feast for the eyes, so yes my bets are on this one.
No mountain is too high to overcome, when you know paradise is slapped right on its backside..sure it sounds really reward initiated, but hey who wont want paradise
It seems like the prospect would go according as i planned way too long ago, a tinge of sourness at the thought of hours spent mapping out my polytechnic detour, yet a definite path has not been laid, but i guess i'll just slot in my key of faith and get this car rolling already..
path or not decision's made, no u-turns, its DO or DIE, and this time round my reserves of backup plans had ran barren, and i so dont intend on having my neoprint on the obituaries..
An added piece of silverware to my closet, was hoping for something yellow-er, but oh well you win some you lose some and you get in the middle some..for my case its alot..
If your mind has yet to received this piece of information, yes i got a B3 for chinese(see middle AGAIN).. never did a one grade difference felt like a boarderless sky that much as that day..one up would result in hysterical satisfaction, and one down well, put it simple make you feel like a loser..
ok so no A2, looks like im really going to be knock knock knockin' on heaven's door!
Havent been updating lately had a little trouble unweaving myself through the clutches of laziness..and still bits of this lethargy is still glued on..
The week that has just gone by was one tinted with excess glucose, balloons and streamers and also a drop of venom.. Happy 41st birthday to Singapore even though its one day late but a moment of thanksgiving for a country which produces plasters like me haha..i finally took my first step into mediacorp to awe at their not so glamouros studio, but hey singapore idol was fun! and so were the 23 seconds worth of fireworks!
Hide-and-seeked pretty much topped the charts though, super funny, i really do ponder over what does my brain comprise of..Anyway Mum thought i was posessed when she saw me reading a book, she went " i never saw my son read a book in his whole life before" with an added skeptically horrified tone..
Oh Thank God for His blessings, my aunt handed me 40 bucks worth of TANGS voucher..dont exactly have a single puzzle piece to solve this puzzle as to what to buy but i got until 2008 for my by then supposedly more brilliant mind to figure something out.. a gift back to my aunt or my mum would be good but i suppose my mum will be totally spooked again for her son ALMOST never buys her gifts!
I thank Him too for sustaining my emotions, when they go on a rampage You were there to supress and when they were accelerating towards a bottomless pit You soar them to the skies..Thank You
Yes plasters are meant to stick by you(or in this case ON you) and they help to absorb all that hurting..isnt that nice..
Goal 1: After a swarm of fingers came spearing at my shooting arm a toss which bounded off the keepers hand left the ball deeply nestled in the left corner of the net.
Goal 2: A long cross from center to one of the seniors whom was later under seige by the last defender. swam open up front and received the pass. only the keeper stood between me and the net. Now this shot felt like a real one and there was a certain degree of power to it. fired beautifully into the back of the net!
To enhance today's training session,when i was switched to keeper later, the first two shots missed and the one after went it but i blocked the last one!
Ok should maintain my composure before my head explodes, there's still so much for me to learn from and so much room to improve, so i'll have to keep working hard!
Oh one of the seniors adviced me to cut down on weights which i think i will heed.He said i would get my growth stunted which has already happened..Anyway i like the people at Bedok, they're really amiable and easy to get along with!
For now, its going to be more milk, sitting up straight and lots of skipping.
11:00 PM
Just to make a clarification, my english is by no means profound, no it is not an insult to others, but really, alot of time has been consumed in order for a post of this calibre to crystallise..
Ok, so my composition got a second 24, im not gloating, neither am i trampling you guys down, but i confess of my exhilration! And to HanSheng and Jeff, i dont pen in metaphors! i just have a prefrence to paint my content a colour of uncanniness which maybe requires a few more minutes of analysis to decode..
Polo was fun! i seriously desire to improve, and there's a pool of knowledge yet to be grasped, for that, i'll brave physical restrictions, regardless of how menancingly the odds tower above or how insurmountable the currents of social opinions may be..
As i trundled down that desolate road, alone, shrouded with the bleakness and mundane of everyday life, i pondered over that vacuum beside me, over what it would be like if it was filled and what if it was not..
God had gave me permission to relish in your naivety, your head-strong, and the fraility peeping behind it, your innocuous sarcasm dashed with occasional gentleness..He has never insturcted to abstain, but unknowingly i've been led by Him into this revelation,this understanding,
of the occurance of various tragedies in my life, and enlightened me in my game of "catching" with those stars..
Thanks, for all those answered prayers, and for guiding me through the gullitone of my beheading..Love You
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Friday, August 18, 2006
4:13 PM
The continual tides of Additional Maths questions being lashed unto these banks of our already crumbling minds, merciless in its erosion of brain cells.. Its a literal "brainwash", a siphoning of self initaited thoughts, a dilution of personal opinion, and by whatever name it goes, there is the same incapability to rebuke any temptation.. the fear of failure, and the alluring scent of a nifty grade only catalyses this conversion..
the imminent future holds so much uncertainty, and it's challenging to embark on any decision knowing that pifalls brimmed with vermins await to silence you..perilous it may be, but i guess i have a penchant for these uphill climbs.. keeping your hopes up in deoxgenated altitudes aren't too good, but i will keep my faith, for even though an avalanche might send me cascading down, im sure the view at the summit is a much more picturesque sight, a sumptous feast for the eyes, so yes my bets are on this one.
No mountain is too high to overcome, when you know paradise is slapped right on its backside..sure it sounds really reward initiated, but hey who wont want paradise
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Sunday, August 13, 2006
9:06 PM
It seems like the prospect would go according as i planned way too long ago, a tinge of sourness at the thought of hours spent mapping out my polytechnic detour, yet a definite path has not been laid, but i guess i'll just slot in my key of faith and get this car rolling already..
path or not decision's made, no u-turns, its DO or DIE, and this time round my reserves of backup plans had ran barren, and i so dont intend on having my neoprint on the obituaries..
An added piece of silverware to my closet, was hoping for something yellow-er, but oh well you win some you lose some and you get in the middle some..for my case its alot..
If your mind has yet to received this piece of information, yes i got a B3 for chinese(see middle AGAIN).. never did a one grade difference felt like a boarderless sky that much as that day..one up would result in hysterical satisfaction, and one down well, put it simple make you feel like a loser..
ok so no A2, looks like im really going to be knock knock knockin' on heaven's door!
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Thursday, August 10, 2006
7:48 PM
Havent been updating lately had a little trouble unweaving myself through the clutches of laziness..and still bits of this lethargy is still glued on..
The week that has just gone by was one tinted with excess glucose, balloons and streamers and also a drop of venom.. Happy 41st birthday to Singapore even though its one day late but a moment of thanksgiving for a country which produces plasters like me haha..i finally took my first step into mediacorp to awe at their not so glamouros studio, but hey singapore idol was fun! and so were the 23 seconds worth of fireworks!
Hide-and-seeked pretty much topped the charts though, super funny, i really do ponder over what does my brain comprise of..Anyway Mum thought i was posessed when she saw me reading a book, she went " i never saw my son read a book in his whole life before" with an added skeptically horrified tone..
Oh Thank God for His blessings, my aunt handed me 40 bucks worth of TANGS voucher..dont exactly have a single puzzle piece to solve this puzzle as to what to buy but i got until 2008 for my by then supposedly more brilliant mind to figure something out.. a gift back to my aunt or my mum would be good but i suppose my mum will be totally spooked again for her son ALMOST never buys her gifts!
I thank Him too for sustaining my emotions, when they go on a rampage You were there to supress and when they were accelerating towards a bottomless pit You soar them to the skies..Thank You
Yes plasters are meant to stick by you(or in this case ON you) and they help to absorb all that hurting..isnt that nice..
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Thursday, August 03, 2006
12:10 AM
Goal 1: After a swarm of fingers came spearing at my shooting arm a toss which bounded off the keepers hand left the ball deeply nestled in the left corner of the net.
Goal 2: A long cross from center to one of the seniors whom was later under seige by the last defender. swam open up front and received the pass. only the keeper stood between me and the net. Now this shot felt like a real one and there was a certain degree of power to it. fired beautifully into the back of the net!
To enhance today's training session,when i was switched to keeper later, the first two shots missed and the one after went it but i blocked the last one!
Ok should maintain my composure before my head explodes, there's still so much for me to learn from and so much room to improve, so i'll have to keep working hard!
Oh one of the seniors adviced me to cut down on weights which i think i will heed.He said i would get my growth stunted which has already happened..Anyway i like the people at Bedok, they're really amiable and easy to get along with!
For now, its going to be more milk, sitting up straight and lots of skipping.
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Jonas
savouring sixteen
im so not psycho
or ah beng either
HIT-LIST
to cry but not to shed tears
yea that would be fun
dont let fear overcome you
stand and fight, dont run
Speak
you have the right to not remain silent