Wednesday, July 19, 2006
11:16 PM
Yay cold war has finally ended..trust me it wasnt fun playing mediator and messenger...
i promised myself already, not to be tied down by emotional hurts, yet your actions just leave me in a dilapidated state, and i cant deny im immune to your replies from the north pole..
But no, i will be joyful, i wont fake happiness, but i'll look on the part of life which the sun shines its radiant glow on..Well i've learnt that you could never understand too much about someone, espically those closest to your thumping, blood-pumping machine..
give me a glass and i'll top it to the brim with my tears..Thanks to mum's influence i was addicted to korean drama this afternoon..Not the excessive mushy crap, but a too good to be true storyline really adds some kick and drive your tear glands estatic..Oh and there's this really nice song in the soundtrack which i must get my peeling hands on!
i've been paying a wierdly humongous amount of attention in class these days..obviously by any other people's standard thats child's play but to me i guess its somewhat an achievement..Maybe im using work to distract myself from these turmoils..
oh well i cant be bothered dealing with moods having a swing in the playgrounds of your head.. im going to be a happy boy.... which feel likes bursting into tears because he never knew that that friendship was that fragile..
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`