Wednesday, June 28, 2006
11:18 PM
Let me give you a detailed account of today's polo training..
Still i have yet to opened my scoring bank, took two shots, first was straight at the keeper. Still of the four shots i took ever since i began training, three was against the supermanic keeper..ok im trying to confort myself can..ok before the next shot, i was telling myself to not screw my next chance up..dang, whack top post, ball bounded inwards, keeper fumbled(abit??)ok no goal... mood drowning... and then i got subbed soon after.. went in to play keeper later on but with my mousey height and terrapiny reflexes, i obviously dieded.. twice.. oh but i did make a fingertip save which tipped the ball above the net..OK i guess the guy's shot was off target but just let me claim a teeney bit of credit can?? i touched the ball OK...
Oh well after that got a little lesson on torpedoing..yes uncivilised underhand underwater assault tactics if you would like to put it that way..
still its not even a secret its a known fact in the game..
watched scary movie 4 yesterday as expected it was pure senseless storyless crippling humor.. Ok im dead beat, really.. outram on sat.. a new doorway and i praying this door will fling wide open for me to stroll down in..
One More thing, to Jet and Hansheng, im so not a DINOsaur...
and milo dinosaur is nice..
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Monday, June 26, 2006
9:02 PM
my blogging streak was ended yesterday by fatigue..fell dead on the bed..
Yesterday: there was a vague sense of familiarity about the message today,went with Jet to collect his stuff after that but they did it wrongly and they had to remake..
Then came Marche.first lets talk about the food... seriously nothing else turned on my taste buds as much as the ice cream crepe did.. The divine combination of frosty ice cream melting over a sizzling custard filled crepe..really a match made in heaven..its a pity that heaven already drooled in the morning which prevented Han Sheng from getting to church..oh and i managed to engage in some urgent catch-uping with some members of the South team.Thanks Chuan Yu for the nike shirts for HanSheng and I an thank you Debra for noticing i had something extra..you didnt have to keep emphasizing that..
Today: School started out pretty good i guess,even though i wasnt punctual and was enclosed in la la land for the final two periods of the day, only to awaken from my slumber to find that i had created myself a swimming pool of digestive fluid from my mouth also known as drool or saliva on my table(you can start wowing or eeewwing now)..unfortunately there wasnt any bikini babes absorbing vitamin D from the sun in order to get a darker shade in skin colour by the poolside, so i looked at my table..
Tie or
P.E. shirt.. ok considering the size of the pool, definitely the shirt.. so i picked up my shirt, and demolished the whole complex in one nice sweep..ok sorry but im feeling long-winded today.. oh and did i mention i was asked to move from my orginal seat by two teachers..
Oh well i still thought that the day was awesome and if you were someone like me to judge a first day of school like this as good, you'd realise what a
GOOD student i am! then of course it was back to the courts after school..looking back, it was all a dream, merely my imagination on a merry-go-round, yet it clawed deep into the corners of my heart, mining for any misguided love left inside, and burglaring and plundering whatever can be found, leaving me to grasp at the dust.. still fragmanted chips of historical brain matter lingers within, refusing to disintegrate but instead scar its mark deeper..
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Saturday, June 24, 2006
10:19 PM
Done with dinner.
Mummy cooked some ball thingy no idea what it was but it tasted good!She also bought this wierd vinegar esscence soap which have a minty effect on of all places, your face and the place where the sun dont expose its harmful UV rays on. Its so minty i cant open my eyes.. have to look downwards and keep washing and NO the soap dosent make you horny
so if you are a chee ko pei looking for a substitute for viagra to spice up your copulating sessions, no this is not what you are searching for.
Oh speaking of eyes i went swimming today.. and i forgot to bring my goggles again! When i emerged from the chlorine filled fish tank my eyes were bloody red, as in really bloody.. for a moment i thought i look like dracula, pretty cool actually but the pain was like the Count stabbing his fangs into your eyeballs. Excrutiating, almost died there..
The gates will fling open in two days time, welcoming us back to more hair hiding, table embracing and making teachers feel like retireing. Hopefully the farmland have kicked into studying gear, so at least the environment would be more condusive for absorbtion of mundane information from the lullaby jukeboxes in front.
We seriously are running short of time, and if we dont start this instant i've got only 4 letters for the upcoming O's :
GGXX..
But then again talk is cheap, and with the great singapore sale still on it makes it cheaper. i think we need to hire a director to keep reminding us to ACTION! Hansheng, Jeff, Jet, and Eugene(if you're not tutioning of on your own) Please we have already put the key into the car but remember that we still have to turn the key!!
Gentleman, start your engienes... ...
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Shopping day today!!
Ok didnt get much out of "superman" cell as hansheng and i were so not in the nick of time.
Then, there was shopping!! now that rocks, sorry xiao mei for making you walk at a pace too much faster than your average walking speed in heels.. i know your feet hurt i will be your foot reflexologist for the day if you like.. and thanks for your present it was really sweet!
Lets see, i got two shirts oh and the auntie recognized me!! didnt know my face had such a long lasting impact..its either im too shuai, too black or she just liked my face! haha im ego... she's so nice always give me discount.. ok after that got a bag from Zn(leather baby), and a pair of wolverine's lovers(jeans la)..
was supposed to get more than this but i became a loan shark this past few days and i have yet to unleash my flesh-shredding razors(with braces) on to those who have yet to return my cash..
haha just joking take your time to return the money my little fishies..
oh to sarah, sandy,evan pay and whoever else in this world who still think i have boobs, let me tell you its called chest muscles...and im proud of my assets ok, dont touch!
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Friday, June 23, 2006
1:40 AM
Today tasted like my unstirred honey lemon(a lemon juice at kbox with honey at the bottom, usually drinked stirred to even out the sweetness), mostly bland(especially the ice kachang) with tints of sourness, but ending off with overpowering thick sweetness..
I think even a push-up bra could do more pushing for my studies then Booster today.. Couple of trash happened at Booster like how Ryan look-alike plus fringe guy got caught pink handed(your hand is kind of pink isn't it?) for kidnapping some of the hotel's yummies and holding them hostage in his tummy and of course the invisible flirt showed up. Shuttle bused down to town where we spider-maned up to 8 floor of cine kpool to meet mr.cue and his 15 smooth little round friends.. Unfortunately the "not YET ah pek" there requested a pink or blue card of some sort which we *ahem* kind of slipped our minds to bring and we were denied access..so we did a 180 spin on our big toes and went kbox instead(YEA now we're talking!!) kboxing was fun and my voicebox unexpectedly managed to survived the numerous hooks and uppercuts my jia-ying(forcento) threw at it..
Standing there, your pupils didnt even slide to the corner of your eyeballs.. guess i got jealous when my shadow recieved more attention then me..
Oh well the silentness painted my face a dark black(if it wasnt dark enough to begin with) I wasnt feeling blue, i was feeling yellowish-green, and if you didnt know thats the colour of your piss..
Then again, those messages cleared it all.. im happy that you were willing to break the dam of problem embottlement(bottling up of problems??) and allow that river of words to flow..
serious when it came it was like a river of gold and honey..
that's right those words were solid and pure with a heavenly touch of utter sugarness..
ok im sounding like some food critic now but thanks i really appretiate this cup of honey lemon.. and i guess i like my honey lemon unstirred haha i like concentrated sweetness.
True friendship is like
honey its thick, sticks really well, and like duh its sweet, and usually, you got to go through the stings from the bees of life which are the people and circumstances around you, before you can obtain it. Dont buy pirated honey, go original.
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Thursday, June 22, 2006
12:38 AM
wait wait..
POEM UPDATE!! go check it out at my poem blog.. its about aspirations
its a wednesday! i love wednesday because there's polo! and i
LOVE polo!! ok boy boy wanted to cut bo tak today but he ended up not shaving everthing and it didnt look nice so he's going to shave properly tomorrow.And i made a new friend today!! Hi BJ! ok i dont know your full name...
Ok was rushing down for polo today.. Wont want to recall the gruelling experience of being late. i almost screamed profanities if not for Him which came in time and was like "uh-Uh" oh and my poor darling flops..utterly heart-wrenching.. sorry you had to experience so much pain today..
Guess no matter how late i was i was never too late to have another exhilerating encounter.. throughout the tugging of my trunks, grabbing of my limbs, pressing me down, every struggle every gasp for air just felt so worth it..to feel the oxygen gushing down ur lungs, occasionally accompanied by gulps of water, the way you keep pushing upwards, ensuring you stay on top of your oppostion, but that's just like life isn't it?
Sometimes living might seems so tiring but you just got to keep struggling to stay afloat, and if you dont rise up above your opponent they will just use you as a stepping stone and hit cloud nine before you do. dont get left on cloud eight, fight for what you want!
OH and just a random statement to my dear afiqah and rong sheng:
i dont have boobs!! whats with the world man...
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
1:24 PM
Pretty non-happening day today. Was supposed to have lunch with the cell but i realised it was cancelled when i read the message in the lift.oh well i guess its a good thing im staying home today, havent been getting the chance to study even though im not studying now.But then again i got to talk with 2 people whom i havent talk to in ages! Now who said a day at home cant be good! ok i think i said that haha..
More and more does life seem precious to me. I realise that there are too many people who have been deeply embeded in my heart and im going to be so cautious now as to not neglect them. Every seed that i have sown now seems so worth it when i finally get to see these lush fruits oozing with the juice of love and being given the opportunity to savour every last bit is greater then receiving any materialistic desire.
This, is what i need, not what i want.
I really wanna thank Him today. After this roller coaster ride of friendship through loner land(with han sheng) followed by being thrown up and down through the storms of POS, i have finally reached a smooth sailing breezy path i guess where the sun is shining brightER and i can get my nicER tan!!
Firstly thank you Han Sheng for always being the one sitting beside me throughout the ride! love you boy!
Next thanks to all those who have seem to have jump onto another car but now are back here! Jeff, Sandy, Fiona, Pam, thanks!!
Thanks to all who have got on this ride with me, Nat<3, Kailshen, Jacinda,Rongsheng,Afiqah,Beatrice, Cheryl,Jiayu its been a most plesurable experience knowing you guys and i dont want this experience to end!
Thank you mum for giving me the ticket so i can get on this ride. i know i havent exactly been studying much but thanks for letting me go out during this holiday!
Last but definitely not least i wanna thank HIM for without Him this roller coaster would not move, and truly You make my life go round!!
Life isnt always a roller coaster ride, but it should be, for even though your life might be going down, but in a coaster ride its at the down parts which are truly fun, because u know after the down part the inertia will take you even higher up, so even if you are down in life, rejoice, for even greater things are soon to come.
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Monday, June 19, 2006
3:58 AM
Wow its like a couple more minutes to 4am now..
Me myself is wondering what i am doing here at this time.Oh well lets talk about the day before, message during service was about being a good father, really kicks my mind into "future plans gear", without the sexual innuendo included huh. Yup and i suprised myself by actually sms-ing my dad happy fathers day, it felt super corny, as in it was as corny as the way both my parents send me intellecual messages about how much they care.*hair stands* After that headed to tampines mall with Jethro to get his "rice grain in test tube tingy" but we just couldn't find the stall. But we did stumble upon the new and improved upgraded shop on the top floor and Jet had to contend with a "name that dosent float in test tube tingy" because they didnt sell the rice grain version anymore.
Then came the enjoyable mrt rides back and forth tanah merah and changi. Really, the shut-eye that i got was rejuvinating, and it gave me time to dig a hole so i can plunge myself into the countless thoughts about my future with Him, them, her, the other thems and its.
Grand Finale of the day: My new flops!
Yeah i think my new slippers are super nice ya got them at a discounted price of $14.90 from J8. Oh well that was my first nibble into my shopping spree budget.Okay nibble sounds a bit wrong it gives people the impression that im loaded. And then some other people would start commenting on me being a metrosexual because i allocate huge sums of bling bling to shop. There is like super no link can..
Ya and shopping is fun like please how many chances of a shopping spree does this little boy get in his lifetime? spare the cash, spoil the shopping trip! let me indulge for once baby!
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Friday, June 16, 2006
8:03 PM
it WAS beautiful.. while it lasted
oh well this june holiday just plunged me into a world of a million friendship problems, some of which are not mine but have been burdened unto me, some which belongs to yours truly. It's like there's so many people around who invest their time on this fragile flame called friendship, many of which just dies out when the wind blows and many more which extinguishes naturally because both sides refuses to feed the fire.
But then again who dosent need friends? Yup i guess its those that have withstanded the test of time, the wind and rain, those which people put effort in keeping alive, these are the ones that are precious and these are the ones i want to keep close to my heart.
To all my friends, i love you all!
Ok with that done i still got a dragonboat competition in 3 hours time biting at my ass. We are like so not going to win... and like the only reason why im getting my fat backside over to bedok is well, responsiblity? my backside seems rather heavy all of the sudden. ok enough about my butt let's ride some dragon
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Sunday, June 04, 2006
1:23 AM
today was one of those saturdays where it really didnt feel like a saturday.. guess emerge has been going on so much that i lost pretty much the sense of time and whats more its the holidays meaning everyday would feel the same and there wont be that longing for school to end and for the weekends to come..
it seriously feels wierd for me staring at this blogger page not writing my sentences in rhymes but oh well, its nice having a place to complain to yourself..
I dont know why but there's this unexplainable sadness it me.. maybe its cause of the people around me but i dont think that's the reason..its like quite a few people whom i had been real close to are like not so close to me anymore and i dont want it to end up this way, i really dont..
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`