Wednesday, November 01, 2006
11:02 PM
My humble apologies for those who have paid visitation to this blog.If you're still entranced within ignorance im experiencing a gruelling test of mental capabilities, more commonly known as the O'levels. Therefore this blog would retreat to hibernation till probably late november. Please note that your viewership has been acknowledged and appretiated.Till then, feel free to keep yourself occupied by fiddling with your own fingers.
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Friday, September 22, 2006
11:39 PM
the word prelims has finally cease to exsist, and though whether or not it has sunken six feet under has yet to be unveiled,i do not relish this warp in space,this pausing of the clock's hand, knowing that its only a matter of time until im pryed out of the comforts of my carapace,catapulted out in the open, vulnerable to the dreaded realisation of my results.
Being plauged by a bodyful of muscles aches for the past few days, even basic translation has been relegated to the inconvenience of a limp.this is one of the rarer occasion where i had to resort to consulting deep heat which took its sweet time to kick in. Anyway i concluded that deep heat is rendered useless under windy conditions as it really burnt in the absecence of a fan.
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Sunday, September 03, 2006
2:47 AM
im apalled that i've actually accomplished fastening my focus on my work till like 2.30am?well if you're in ignorance, im a pig, and i obey a strict routine of falling into deep slumber by like 11 latest so tonight's a miracle..
Mum's been the pinnacle of my inspiration and i sincerely thank God for her, she's shown me that love truly has no limits, be it for children or spouse,and through her impartation of wisdom i have engulfed myself with the harsh reality of this world, merciless, harbouring only the intent of swallowing you to feed their insatiable hunger,yes,but face it too i will
Tonight, i'll seal this covenant with you..
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Friday, September 01, 2006
10:07 AM
Jubilee? nah, doesnt fit the bill.. but a mouthful of gratitude and a heartful of aromatic suprise should match..hush..
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Thursday, August 24, 2006
11:00 PM
Once again the heart comes regurgitating any emotional indigestion over this page, spurting out anything which surpasses the confines of an already tardy heart, and as the concave of its collapsing walls gets more pronounced, and with each pulse weaker than the one before, i start to doubt its durability against this test of patience and dejections..
Just to make a clarification, my english is by no means profound, no it is not an insult to others, but really, alot of time has been consumed in order for a post of this calibre to crystallise..
Ok, so my composition got a second 24, im not gloating, neither am i trampling you guys down, but i confess of my exhilration! And to HanSheng and Jeff, i dont pen in metaphors! i just have a prefrence to paint my content a colour of uncanniness which maybe requires a few more minutes of analysis to decode..
Polo was fun! i seriously desire to improve, and there's a pool of knowledge yet to be grasped, for that, i'll brave physical restrictions, regardless of how menancingly the odds tower above or how insurmountable the currents of social opinions may be..
As i trundled down that desolate road, alone, shrouded with the bleakness and mundane of everyday life, i pondered over that vacuum beside me, over what it would be like if it was filled and what if it was not..
God had gave me permission to relish in your naivety, your head-strong, and the fraility peeping behind it, your innocuous sarcasm dashed with occasional gentleness..He has never insturcted to abstain, but unknowingly i've been led by Him into this revelation,this understanding,
of the occurance of various tragedies in my life, and enlightened me in my game of "catching" with those stars..
Thanks, for all those answered prayers, and for guiding me through the gullitone of my beheading..Love You
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Friday, August 18, 2006
4:13 PM
I thought that this blog had really kicked the bucket when i had problems signing in, realised that i was using the wrong username... haha
The continual tides of Additional Maths questions being lashed unto these banks of our already crumbling minds, merciless in its erosion of brain cells.. Its a literal "brainwash", a siphoning of self initaited thoughts, a dilution of personal opinion, and by whatever name it goes, there is the same incapability to rebuke any temptation.. the fear of failure, and the alluring scent of a nifty grade only catalyses this conversion..
the imminent future holds so much uncertainty, and it's challenging to embark on any decision knowing that pifalls brimmed with vermins await to silence you..perilous it may be, but i guess i have a penchant for these uphill climbs.. keeping your hopes up in deoxgenated altitudes aren't too good, but i will keep my faith, for even though an avalanche might send me cascading down, im sure the view at the summit is a much more picturesque sight, a sumptous feast for the eyes, so yes my bets are on this one.
No mountain is too high to overcome, when you know paradise is slapped right on its backside..sure it sounds really reward initiated, but hey who wont want paradise
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`
Sunday, August 13, 2006
9:06 PM
After a fiesty conversation with Jeff and a clobber to that skull of mine from my chinese o'level results, i unknowingly find myself again at the junction of decision making for my future, a scenario too vividly engraved in my memory..
It seems like the prospect would go according as i planned way too long ago, a tinge of sourness at the thought of hours spent mapping out my polytechnic detour, yet a definite path has not been laid, but i guess i'll just slot in my key of faith and get this car rolling already..
path or not decision's made, no u-turns, its
DO or
DIE, and this time round my reserves of backup plans had ran barren, and i so dont intend on having my neoprint on the obituaries..
An added piece of silverware to my closet, was hoping for something yellow-er, but oh well you win some you lose some and you get in the middle some..for my case its alot..
If your mind has yet to received this piece of information, yes i got a
B3 for chinese(see middle AGAIN).. never did a one grade difference felt like a boarderless sky that much as that day..one up would result in hysterical satisfaction, and one down well, put it simple make you feel like a loser..
ok so no A2, looks like im really going to be knock knock knockin' on heaven's door!
everyday, YOU make me stronger -`